So I can't lie....this 2 week wait is killing me.
I want to stay positive yet I don't want to get my hopes up.
I want to "not" think about it but I can't help it.
So...I've come to an arrangement with myself:
In the mornings, I allow myself to be a little depressed with the thought that this treatment probably didn't work.
Throughout the day, I allow myself to think of the possibility of being pregnant.
By 8 p.m. I'm mentally exhausted and can't think about it at all. I end up turning in early every night and I feel like it's because I don't want to be awake thinking about it.
Does that sound crazy?